Hi, I'm Bernadette Balla.

I am an esoteric & spiritual awakening guide.


You're here because you want to know how to respond to your spiritual awakening as you are starting to see things differently and feeling that you are changing into a different person. I get it!

The world of the esoteric and spiritual can be a treacherous territory, especially for those just starting to enter. With me as your guide you will have all the tools you need right at your fingertips!

Bernadette (me), is the best person to help you tackle this by pulling on my own unique background of being born to a Buddhist mom and Hindu father and raised as a Catholic while living in Malaysia. Later on, I moved to the United States and worked in Silicon Valley before leaving tech in 2019.

All of these gave me exposure in different cultures and experiences very intimately. 

Given this diversity of thought and experiences, I come with a very interesting approach to spirituality. It doesn’t matter what you believe because you can embrace spirituality without being attached to a particular religion or worldview. 

I astral travel.

I lucid dream.

I always been a spiritual person. I never really pursued this until I kept seeing 11:11 and other angel numbers appearing. I found out that our spiritual memory is in our DNA and activates when we awaken to the connection with spirit!

Crazy huh? It’s like a plot of a movie. This is my life now in 2021. Before this, I had a “ NORMAL LIFE ”


Since I was a teenager, I have battled with not knowing what my purpose is.

During my pivotal teenage years my father abandoned my family and he never turned back. I’m now 37 years old.

This event shaped my relationships with myself, with men, and how I interact with the World. For decades I woke up dreading the day each and every day. During this time no drugs, no man, and no amount of money could save me.In college I studied Sociology for my Bachelors and have a Masters in Information Technology.

In 2015, I officially hit rock bottom. I was in a toxic 5 year relationship and working at Twitch in Silicon Valley now were transactional and lacked true authenticity. I was drowning with sorrow and lacked complete optimism in life.It was clear...only me, myself and I...Bernadette Balla, could create my own transformation and my own meaning in life.

I love my new life and all the exciting adventures it brings me!